First of it has to be said this book tackles an unusual and difficult subject, and kudos to the author for tackling it.
That said, this book didn't grab me at all and I didn't finish it. Even though I got it for free, it just didn't feel worth spending the time on.
Everyone is different, but for me there were two issues that were big turn-offs for me.
The first was the writing. It's not terrible - I've read much worse from authors who've had editors and proofreaders et cetera, whereas I get the impression this is a self pub/small press effort. However, it just feels like it could do with someone taking a hacksaw to it - there's too much that's not important or totally extraneous, and I found myself skipping paragraphs or just thinking "come on, get on with it!" Elizabeth didn't feel very real to me, the dialogue didn't impress me... Overall, it just felt like it needed serious pruning and polishing up.
The second is a morepersonal issue, but for me it was the deal-breaker, so I think it deserves mentioning. For Elizabeth, this "devotee" thing seems mainly sexual, and I found her lust towards the chap in a wheelchair, and then her going home and masturbating to her pictures of disabled chaps, was quite offputting. I ended up feeling like a voyeur, and not wanting to spend much time with this young woman. It's a delicate subject, and I have to applaud anyone who is not put off by the idea of being with a disabled person (as someone who is chronically ill and single, it's a matter close to my heart!), but her "pull" towards this man seemed very shallow.
Maybe it's a maturity thing: I don't think it was really about the fact that her attraction was for disabled men. I think I'd probably feel the same about someone who was obsessed with blond guys to the extent she'd gather pictures and pleasure herself over them, and go into palpitations on simply seeing a blond man. To me, it felt fake, it felt forced, and it came off more that she was after someone to feed her obsession more than anything else. To put it another way: If I read a book about someone who built a real relationship with someone with ME, that would be something I would deeply appreciate. However, if the character was obsessed with ME sufferers, and was attracted to them based on the fact they had ME, masturbated over pictures of them, etc, that person would seem like a bit of a user.
Overall then: Props for tackling a difficult situation, but I don't feel that the situation or the main character was handled all that well, and the writing could use some work. Personally, if I'd paid money for it, I'd be disappointed, and I didn't hesitate over deleting it from my archive.
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